Just Living Life.

I thought our journey together wasn’t over yet ? What happened? Looks like its over now. 

I tried my best to fix things with you . Remember that .

(Source: traaacys)

So many unanswered questions, that i will never get to know the answer to. I guess this is really the end of it. 

Until you prove me wrong, you’re just like the rest. I’ve been faithful, fully committed to you & only you, gave you everything, opened up to you fully, & trusted you. Hoping some day you’ll realize what you have until im done & gone for good. But i guess not. Im a fool, to believe every single word you said. What have i done wrong? If you dont want me in your life, dont want me around your family, dont want me around your presence then say it. Don’t keep me around, if you have no intention to. I’ve waited since day one & im still waiting. Maybe everyones right, its time for me to let you go & do me. I cant keep waiting like this. You did everything you said you wouldn’t do. The fact that you gave up so easily after i called it off, makes me realize i didn’t mean anything to you for 8 months. & then you wanna come back to me & act like nothing happened. & of course me, falling for it once again. But this time, im not falling for it anymore. If you really wanted me in your life, you’ll make an effort, but if not then oh well. If you cant see who i am & respect me for who i am, then you dont deserve me. Maybe you’ll realize something after i walk out of your life for good.

It’s like war between my thoughts and my feelings.

(Source: princessvanessah)